015 - The Soul's Confession

015 - The Soul's Confession

- When did I write this?

Yesterday and today, an hour before, and one after.

I met you last year, and I watched you.

- Nice impression!

I Saw you again this year. 

Now, I truly See you! 

I was left in awe. 

We spoke, and I received your Acceptance. 

Then, you opened up to me, and you surprised me.

 You told me about yourself

your Past, your Present, and your Future. 

I did everything in my power to make you happy in the 'now.' 

You asked for nothing, and that is why I did it 

for the Altruistic Love that possesses you."

As for your personal matters, I fully respected them.

And for that, I did the best I could.

You know that...

And if you need anything, I'll Be Here.

But …

But I am only human, full of weaknesses. 

Every day, I discover a new facet of my Self.

Among those facets was the need to speak to you about me, 

about my personal life. 

You inspired Trust in me a rare thing. 

Beside you, I Dreamed, I Admired, 

I Imagined that, perhaps...

I didn't expect it; you caught me by surprise. 

You are a Gift that I unwrapped slowly. 

You are of priceless value.

Yet, we are in the wrong spatio-temporal moment. 

If only it were somewhere else... 

if only at some other time...

Yes, I want us to be together.

- And you?

Now, we are side by side.

And yet, inside me I felt a...

But, you know and I know, 

that circumstances do not allow us to be elsewhere. 

Do we belong to others? 

Do they belong to us? 

What is Truth, and what is a Lie? 

What is 'Must' (Prepi), and what is 'Becoming' (Prepon)?

I listened to your Soul speaking, 

and I prayed for your happiness. 

You know it.

I Saw the lips your Soul was using, 

and I wanted to unite them with mine.

Like in the Fairytale of Open Wounds,

which close only when they are two, 

with a single Kiss.

I heard you reading, reciting,

and I thought the Angels had descended!

That honest gaze of yours...

I couldn't, I wouldn't 

not for a single moment 

take my eyes off yours.

 

I longed for our eyes to meet. 

And when you let me look into them, 

I felt insatiable, thirsty.

I didn't want you to look away for even a second.

Thank you for everything.

For all you shared with me.

Your joys, your sorrows, 

your thoughts, your concerns, your dreams, 

and of course, your Gifts.

For most people 

I meet in my life, 

I now mutter to myself:

'You were weighed and found wanting.' 

But with you, it is the opposite. 

You are a Treasure that the scales cannot bear."

"I was, I am, and I will be honest with you. 

If I said anything offensive or crude while admiring you, forgive me. 

I learned to be bold so that my Soul could be Free. 

For me, you are one of those people where 'Contact' became a 'Bond'. 

You didn't pass through the stage of a 'Relationship.' 

I consider this rare."

"You might ask, why all this? I cannot have answers for everything. 

But the truth is, today I met something I Want. 

Am I confused? 

I am, I won't hide it from you. 

You know... 

Is what I’m telling you the truth? 

Don't ask me. 

Ask my Soul.

She answered you...

Do you Hear?

- Did you Hear her voice?

If not, look at her trace 

the trace the ink left on the paper. 

This morning, when I read you my Soul’s confession, 

it was the only time you didn't Look me in the eyes.

- Why, my Soul?

"From the abundance of the heart, 

my lips spoke. 

The sequel is unknown, 

and perhaps we will learn it at some other point in time. 

Regardless, what I lived with you 

is etched into my Being! 

Thank you for inspiring me!

- My Soul!

You are the voice that called me 'your Soul.' 

Differently from everyone else. 

That phrase of yours... 

Thank you!"

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